Our Car

For those of you that don't know Mike and I only drive Subarus. We love them, we both have one and I'd like to think that even if we had all the money in the world, we would still probably drive them. I have always liked that they are dependable cars that not everyone has, I don't like being like everyone else. Subarus are not overly expensive and are all wheel drive cars so they are better than most in the snow, which makes me feel better driving around the hills of Pittsburgh. Our newer Subaru is our Impreza which is hatchback or station wagon, depends on how you look at it. It was given a five star rating for safety. See the thing is that we always pictured Lila in this car with us. We had her car seat installed in this car, by the police department none the less, because we wanted to make her as safe as possible. We talked about how comfortable we felt with the car because we knew it was a good car to have for a baby. Plenty of space in the trunk for her things and we felt safe driving it with her in it with us. We pictured the three of us driving all around and maybe I would sit in the back with her to make her more comfortable when she was to first come home. Our car seems so empty to us now, we drive around and I will be okay until I think of her being with us and how she should be with us on the drives. I don't understand how we would have done anything to keep Lila safe and she is not here with us driving around in the Subaru where she belongs.