I love Lila's name. I have loved her name since years before she was born. I knew the moment we found out she was a girl that it was the perfect name for her. The perfect girly name for the best baby. I knew when I saw her that it fit her too and that she looked like a Lila. I wanted to hear her say her name. I wanted to see her write her name. I wanted to introduce her to other kids and use her name. I wanted to see her write her cursive letter L's, it is the best cursive letter to write.

I want Lila back. Now all I get to do is say her name, aloud, everyday. Whenever I am by myself I just like to say her name so I can hear it, over and over. Its the least I could do for her.