I've been lucky this year during Lila's 8 days to be off of work as much as I was. I only had to work a few days and have been off for the past four days in a row. We have gone into downtown Pittsburgh each these four days and done various things to keep busy and as a result have developed a good routine. These activities were centered around Evie but they allowed us to remember Lila in the process. Tomorrow I have to go back to work and life has to go back to its old weekly routine. I wish that this new routine could continue because it makes me feel closer to Lila when we are able to do things as a family, our family of 4. I'm busy at work which will help the time pass but nice weekends like this make me wish I won the powerball so that I didn't have to work and everyday could feel more like this. I can't believe that it has been three years. I miss her so much. - Mike