Our Missing Piece

The holidays, the winter, the month before Lila's birthday month….it all brings up so much sadness and pain. It does not help when everyone else is so joyful and in celebratory moods.

This quote feels like I wrote it myself. It is a constant battle to deal with emotions of being happy and in love with my little family I have here with me and sad and angry over the loss of our first born baby and the missing piece of our family.