Lately the same thought has been going through my mind over and over again. It is how Lila made us a complete family. She made our lives complete. She was everything to us and everything we have ever wanted. Without Lila we have lost everything essentially. If we had Lila and then had another baby after her, then that second baby would have been a blessing, but Lila was what made our family complete. Without her we are so empty. She gave us a reason to look forward to the future. We may look like we are going on with our lives. We go places and do new things and interact with others, but on the inside our life is shattered. She was going to be our best friend, our baby, a part of us, our buddy, our world. Now she is gone and we are so broken without her. -Jenny